It is The Lord!
I am
convinced without a doubt that Christ was raised from dead to life. The
Catechism of the Catholic Church states that “Christ’s resurrection is the
fulfillment of the promises, both of the old Testament and of Jesus Himself
during his earthly life. The resurrection of the crucified one shows that He
was truly ‘I Am’, the Son of God and God Himself. Christ’s resurrection is
closely linked to the Incarnation of God’s Son and is its fulfillment in
accordance with God’s eternal plan” (CCC nos. 652, 653). St. Paul
said it better, “if there is no resurrection of the dead, then neither has
Christ been raised. And if Christ has not been raised, then empty too is our
preaching; empty, too, your faith” (1Cor 15:13-14). On that first Easter
Sunday, Peter and his companions experienced the risen Christ as they never
expected to and that changed the trajectory of their lives. Peter was
emboldened by the spirit of the risen Lord to stand up to the Sanhedrin and
accuse them of being responsible for Christ death. “We must obey God rather
than men. The God of our ancestors raised Jesus, though you had him killed by
hanging him on a tree. God exalted him at his right hand as leader and Savior
to grant Israel repentance and forgiveness of sins. We are witnesses of these
things, as is the Holy Spirit whom God had given to those who obey Him” (first
reading). This is the same Peter, who, a few days ago could not stand up to a
young girl and admit that he knew Jesus.
There
was something fascinating about Peter that, in my opinion, endeared him to
Jesus – the crass humanity of Peter; and this makes the person of Peter
appealing to us. We can identify easily with him. Peter was impetuous. One
minute he confessed the divinity of Jesus, “you are the Christ, the Son of the
living God” (Mt. 16:16); the next minute he tried to prevent Jesus from
accepting the will of His father to which he was reprimanded by Christ to “get behind
me Satan.” But there was an undeniable friendship between Jesus and Peter; the
friendship so strong that just a look from Jesus communicated to Peter that he
had betrayed that friendship and hurt their relationship. According to William
J. Bausch in ‘Story Telling the Word’, “The scene of two men in silent
confrontation in the palace courtyard tells us the real meaning of
Christianity. It is, when you come right down to it, a living relationship with
a living Person. It is always and forever the relationship of redeemed human
beings with the person of Jesus Christ in faith, trust, forgiveness, and love –
in all the ways that one person is bound to another.”
In
today’s Gospel Peter is returning to his trade: fishing. His statement: “I am
going fishing” could mean that he was returning to the trade he thought he was
good at or he was simply bored and needed to distract himself from the thought
of betraying his friend and the constant reminder of the look of Jesus. Could
it mean that Peter had some doubts about catching people for the kingdom as he
was commanded by Christ? If he was not adept at fishing how would he be in
catching people! Unfortunately, Peter, in my opinion, was not very good at
catching fish. His first encounter with Jesus was when he was at his duty post
trying to catch fish. To the request of Jesus to “Put out into deep water and
lower your nets for a catch” his answer was “Master, we have worked hard all
night and have caught nothing, but at your command I will lower the nets” (Lk.
5:5). For the second time, Jesus met Peter and his companions again during his
fishing expedition and enquired: “Children, have you caught anything yet?”
“No.” So he said to them “Cast the net over the right side of the boat and you
will find something” (Jn. 21:3-6). It was when they caught so many number of
fish that made John to exclaim: “It is the Lord”. How could they, who caught
nothing throughout the night be so lucky, just because stranger had told them
to cast the nets on the other side of the boat? John could recall their last
encounter with Jesus when they had work all night long and caught nothing.
Christ had told them what to do before they had their boats filled with fish.
It had to be the Lord. Christ showed Peter and his companions that apart from
him they could do nothing. He demonstrated to Peter that he (Christ) was better
at Peter’s job than Peter himself hence Peter should learn another trade with
the help of the grand master himself. Many times, we think we know it all. We
often try to keep God out of our lives. But Christ tells us, “apart from me you
can do nothing”. God provides us with the strength, the energy and the wisdom
we need to do all that we do and to succeed in them.
Whenever
we run away from God, he comes in search of us. “It was not you who chose me,
but I who chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will remain, so
that whatever you ask the Father in my name he may give you” (Jn. 15:16).
Unworthy as we are God chose us as he chose the prophets of old and the Apostles.
When they sinned, he forgave them and waits for them to turn back to
him. He shows us the father’s love in the story of the prodigal son,
(Lk 15); and demonstrates his forgiveness in the story of the woman caught in
the act of committing adultery, (Jn. 8). He reached out to Peter at the sea of
Tiberias, still caring, cooking a meal for his friends, providing fish for
their upkeep, giving them encouragement and hope and offering them forgiveness
and love. Yes, it is the Lord, he is the only one who appears when all hope is
gone, he refreshes us when water is dried up and the rain refuses to fall. It
is the Lord who brings healing and strength to our failing bodies and restores
us to wholeness when we are sick. “What am sure about tomorrow is that providence
will rise before the dawn” because it is the Lord.
Jesus
knew his friend Peter more than Peter knew himself. He knew Peter loved him,
but he wanted him to say it with his mouth. After all he had told Peter,
“Simon, Simon, behold Satan has demanded to sift all of you like wheat, but I
have prayed that your own faith may not fail; and once you have turned back,
you must strengthen your brothers” (Lk. 22:31-32). He knew that Satan had put
his ugly hands on Peter and at the moment of weakness, he denied Christ, Christ
was back to make it right. Christ asked him three times, ‘do you love me.
“Lord, you know everything, you know that I love you”. Yes, Peter was right,
Christ knew everything, he knew that Peter loved him.
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